.Saturday, January 26, 2008 ' 10:37 PM
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又回到外婆家乐。一个既熟悉，却陌生的地方。
中四那年，因为朋友的坚持，再加上回自己家的车程又很久，我决定‘搬’到外婆家去住。况且，那里离学校更靠近，也较方便。没想一住，就待了几个月。只有在星期天才回家，之后又是一个礼拜才见到父母了。
过得很开心。以为自己什么都不用烦恼-有好友相伴，每天又在学校待下来，更一群朋友聚在一起，聊天。同时，学业也应负地来，最后在考上了自己要的英文班（有streaming）。所以，无忧无虑。
可最后，一切成了泡影。一个误解，什么都没了。记得当时，设法找回过去，但似乎太迟了。学校成了累赘，一个令人窒息的负担。很重，太重了。回到这家，我便忙着做自己的事，别的，也不管。功课成了寄托，目标成了一切。只想靠进心目中的课程，所以拼命接触英语。
每当看出窗外，看到楼下的小学，小学外那条走道时，就想起以前，我们一起走着。还有，不知多少次夜深人静的时候，我都望出窗外，回想那曾经的回忆。记得考试前的紧张，期许，以及每天去学校前的奢望。
人，矛盾。明明知道痛，却要接近它，最后搞到自己‘伤痕累累’。无数次回想，无数次设法挽回，但，太迟了。好累。
这家，就成了这一部分记忆的‘收场所’。搬去新家后，很少在外婆家住了。渐渐的，这感觉就淡了。但谁知，今晚，它又‘回来’了。仿佛回到两年前，那种日子。
总觉得外婆家很安全，或许因为这家陪了我过了那么久。
说这些，不是因为伤心要抒怀，更不是生气要发泄，而是因为似乎已解脱了。现在，只想把握现在。熟悉的感觉，却也很陌生。
.Thursday, January 24, 2008 ' 10:13 PM
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Just realised I haven't blogged for a while!! So this is some random photos I took with my phone~~
This is the legendary cupboard that I sat next to in Sec 4. Pasted lots of post-it-pads filled with spells and drawings. ha~
Ponned class today and headed to Marina. This was my lunch, from the food court upstairs.
That's Joey posing behind the sofa. She was playing some character games with.. erm.. you need not know.. haha~
And that's zhi zhang Manfred, my cousin. Playing 偷拍 with the phone. So I played along, and made this hee-lirious photo. heh~~
Anyway, the sem is ending!! haha.. so fast!! And 1 more assignment down tmr when we hand in the culture essay.. Plus, it's FRIDAY!! Weekends coming.. haha~~
Have fun people!! CNY's coming!! 恭喜发财！！
.Saturday, January 19, 2008 ' 4:45 PM
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这是我一整年做过最无聊的一件事。-said by KC.
LOL. Cos we went to NP open house on Thurs as we had to send this cake over to SH, since her friend's birthday was around those few days. Anyway, we rushed down and to our dismay there weren't many people around the room. =.= Got pretty bored soon, and seeing Clement's half-asleep face put me to sleep too. Almost, anyway. And I didn't get a goodie bag!! So stop mocking at me.. waha.
And went over to Huisi's house for rebonding on Wednesday, as there was no lesson. Must say it's pretty good, heh. Though the smell of her head gone unwashed for 1 day plus must have made her want to faint.
Then ah ma had her hair permed today. Results were quite good too!! haha~~ There was this joke also.
Me:aiya, just call the stapler and ask where you misplaced it!
Joey:ok ah... What's the no.?
Me:erm.. 631..
Joey:*******
Me: How you know?
Joey: That's 2nd aunt's hse no. wad!!
Me:That's yr hse no.!!
haha.. joker. She's still busily searching for her stapler now, I guess.
And heading over to SH's house for her sister's rebonding tmr. So seeya:)
Then Tues is someone's turn also. I'm SOOO busy!! haha.. And hols is coming! But the pile of homework has yet to be done. Just lack the oomph-ness to do it ba.. Anyway.. Mon's another 4 hours of break and Quiz 3.. So jiayou ba!! haha..
THAT'S ALL FOLKS!!
-updated-
.Tuesday, January 15, 2008 ' 8:30 PM
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Tuesday!! A lot of weird stuff happened, which I shall elaborate below. haha~~
We went Bukit Timah Plaza, Fillet, Jane, Huilin and I. And the walk there was excruciatingly hot, with the sweltering sun boiling us. Seeing our dear Fillet STILL in a jacket, I started to ask ' not hot ar?'
Her reply was 'yesss..... omg'
Was laughing away~~ Of course being kind me, I helped her with her jacket while she took it off.
And we reached the plaza in due course. There was this maid agency beside and we went in, to find the employer and 1 maid. So the interview session began. Shan't say much about this.
And the sweltering heat continued to make our journey painfully hot (pun intended). We reached school library at 2 plus, which was still SOOO early!! Gosh.. The people are already setting up the boards for the open house, which runs from Thurs to Sat. And the so-called celebrities? There're only Paul, Renfred and Daphne. Not much to see. -.-
No school for this week!! But there're still many assignments due soon, and tests coming up!! JIAYOU!! :))
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明天，你一岁了。一年前的今天，我带着兴奋的心情，与期待的表情，与‘你’第一次接触。之后，我爱上了‘你’。当时是，至今依然也是。
要谢谢那些一起上课的auntie，在课堂上笑话百出，让已经精彩的课，更生动。而老师，总是那么有耐心地教，让我的技术，一直进步。虽然可能很久没见了，但至少当时感受到你的关心。被你对于这行的兴趣感染，自己不知不觉更加爱上‘他’了。
还有ANN老师。四月份初次到新的环境上课。起初犹豫不决，不知该不该去别的地方上课。但，我没后悔过。从你身上学了很多，同时也谢谢你‘救’了我的头发。
你们知道吗？每次上课，我都很期待；下课了，就会盼望下堂课的到来。或许应该把学业放在第一位，但我没有。无法骗自己，说很喜欢读书。甚至把每一次的课，当成是心灵的解脱。至少，我一整个星期，还有那两个小时是好好利用的。
这段话，你们应该不会看到。但我只想说，谢谢你们。这一年，每次，我都很开心。知道没选错兴趣。希望，自己的技术会一直进步，才不会辜负你们的栽培，陪伴。
.Saturday, January 12, 2008 ' 5:52 PM
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Dorcas: Did I ask you? haha~~ And I was so kind to help the old folks la.. haha.. And I'll be buying the curler iron la!! So tempting.. hehe
Jane: ok!! haha~~ So kind of you.. Anyway cos I'm broke ma.. haha..
And it's a rainy, nice day!! So happy!! Bought this planner and had my shopping list mapped out =.= It's a lot.. Way to go.. hai.. haha
.Friday, January 11, 2008 ' 10:50 PM
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A lot of weird things happened today, which I must blog about:
Morning: went to cash in money into my account (Jane!! Haven't transfer the money la!! haha) and there was this uncle who came up to me.
Uncle:Can help me? I dunno how to use.
Me:ok..
So I finished with mine and helped him with his deposit. Then the auntie behind came and asked for help too!
Auntie: Can help me? I dunno how to use also.
Me: Erm.. Ok.
So I ended up being good Samaritan. Didn't even peek at their pass book !! haha~~
Went to Vivo and saw Ben Yeo and the Starsearch 2007 gal filming a show. Was at the shop beside PAGE ONE. And there were some young actors there too. Didn't even feel like going up to take photos, ha~~ and no one did.
I can't find my book!! ><>
Then after going to the Pet Shop, there was this guy with American accent who came up and asked which way to go to Sentosa. Of course I said 'downstairs'. Then he confusedly led his friends downstairs. Then I realised 'OH NO!! The directories pointed to the left direction!!' Which meant going down was uncalled for. That was so hilarious.. =.= But I made a fool of myself.
Went to Courts and saw so many new gadgets!! There was this curler cum straightener in 1, which sold for around $50. So worth it! And the newer form of old culrler, (imagine ah ma with head full of curlers sleeping ) which is heated and taken off after 15 mins of application. So cool! No more 1-2 hours of waiting.. haha.. Sorry Fillet!
And much as I hate to say, the new assignment is out =.= =.= Translation. NQ's so enthusiastic lo. zz.
.Tuesday, January 8, 2008 ' 9:18 PM
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Ooh.. Tuesday again!! Used to look forward to Tuesday, when I had lessons in the afternoon and the time would just fly past. Literally. No longer.. It's hell-day every Tuesday MORNING.
It began with Oni wearing some flea market shirt and seriously wrong attire =.= And she always thinks herself as being so classy. Plus when your clothes are more figure-hugging, you WILL appear thinner. Even a belt at the waist can do that, much less the whole attire. So does oni have to senselessly say 'Oh you look thinner' ?=.=
Mood-spoiling.And she was onto her preaching of how she'll personally monitor the attendance. If she doesn't do that, who will? lol. Her lessons were spent on watching Youtube, checking Friendster (that was hilarious) and chi-chatting. Lots of 'em. And I think everyone just sort of dozed off. Figuratively. ha.
Anyway, back to my main point. IT'S MY 1STANNIVERSARY NEXT WEDNESDAY!! :))))
The day I attended my 1st lesson.
Never will forget, haha.
And I was straightening SH's hair yesterday. There seemed to have some girls opposite on the staircase landing staring at us. TRYING to be low profile, she started screaming!! lol~~ Shan't elaborate more. haha.
I'm happy!! :)))
Not because I saw SOMEONE'S blue lace bra yesterday. I was cursed for 1 day =.=
.Saturday, January 5, 2008 ' 10:13 PM
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I don't understand how some people can be so OBSTINATE. If someone doesn't want to talk to you, there must be something wrong between the 2 of them.
If someone is upset with you, why can't you accept that fact? You think it's funny to come home and say ‘他很废，他最废’in front of me? When I did not do anything? And you claim that's just why, cos I did nothing, that's why I'm 废.
I'm really pissed off lo. Sorry la!! I didn't bring in the clothes, SO? BIG DEAL la.. I did boil the water lo.. Did you even notice that? And you had to say '哦，我不能教他了，要请别人。’请个屁啦！I'm already 18 lo... Bitch of the year...
It's already bad enough that you don't want to admit it was YOU who was wrong. 算了。。But you had to imply that I was at fault? And what did I do? Nothing! Since when did doing nothing become a crime?
Have you even thought what I do as useful? All you want is a RAFFLES student.. SORRY lo.. I dun even want to be that kind of nerd la.. And seriously, 行行出状元。。I don't really care lo.. I'm starting to miss NS.. it's been the latest craze with me..
WHY DO I ALWAYS COOP MYSELF IN THE ROOM AFTER YOU RETURN? COS YR ATTITUDE SUCKS LIKE HELL! SERIOUSLY, I DON'T THINK I'M REBELLIOUS LO.. I GET ALONG WELL WITH 阿姨，阿妈... IN FACT EVERYONE.. WHY ONLY U?
I just broke another record FOR YOU. I dun use Singlish on my blog, but then again, classy English dun fit you. GO HELL WITH ONI LA.
FCUK.
. ' 5:01 PM
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Got home quite late yesterday, as I was out and about at Jurong area. Then after I opened my comp and was msn-ing with Fillet, she told me this sudden news:
MC King is dead!!!
Yes, he is. Not kidding. Was rather shocked as I saw him in March last year at Paragon (not calling myself) and he was dead all of a sudden. Sometimes it just feels weird that people around you can leave you without any notice. For him, many will remember his jokes and funny acts. Those in the entertainment sector will miss him for all the fun he brought to them. He was a gifted comedian who entertained us all, and let's hope his family can pull through.
*Silence***
Ok, I must say, Jurong is huge!! Went to Frontier CC, which houses the Jurong library. It was 3 stories high-.- and nothing like the small excuse we have for a library here at SK. And it was raining all of a sudden, I had to run like mad!! Not forgetting my heavy bag of books that made me clumiser.. hai.
And that's all. Busy with my show, like always. haha.
.Wednesday, January 2, 2008 ' 10:00 PM
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New Year!! And the start of the next half of the 2nd semester... It's gonna be another holidays soon!! haha..
Finished 2 tests today, and feeling superbly. And fantastic. Gonna indulge in a bit of self-pleasure.
BYE!!! :))))